And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not. Galatians 6:9
Recently I have became weary and frustrated with the constant cycle I am going through. Waking up and still not growing. Still not at the level that wanted to be. Still not reaching any goals.
I started to have the mindset of maybe it wasn’t meant to be . The mindset of giving up and giving in on where I am in life.
Weary: feeling or showing tiredness, especially as a result of excessive exertion or lack of sleep
We become tired of trying. We become tired of trying to break the glass ceiling in our lives.
I have noticed when I become weary I become frustrated and angry.
When is change going to happen?!
I start to accept defeat.
Why try ? Why care?
I have learned to start analyzing myself at the end of everyday. I replay everything I have done that day.
Did I waste time? Did I get up early enough? Did I get enough sleep to be productive throughout the day? Did I need to eat all that sugar? Did I actually have time to go workout or was I just being lazy? Did I have enough time to read and pray more or was I just being lazy?
Did I really not have time or all I wanted to do are things that pleased me?
I began to fuel my frustration. I used my frustration against my own self. I know I can do better and be better. I am now trying to take my frustration that I have toward my situation and turn it to passion and action.
If you’re filled with anger , frustration , and hopelessness take all of that and put it into action.
Use that energy to put towards something good.